Two am in the morning and the power goes off. There is an understanding dawning that it is not going to be as straight forward as it looked like a couple of weeks before.
Am I surprised? Must say that I am not. Been doing Earth Work for too long.
I am as usual kept on my toes. I am quite positive that there is a very good reason, or reasons for that. It surely keeps me in the moment and keeps me absolutely responsive to the up to the minute needs of the Universe.
So by the time the power had come on and off a couple of times during the night, I went into a quiet space within myself and asked for more information. I was shown to go on to Signal Hill rd to Lion’s Head.
Since I can’t help being human I asked, so what about the plan of having to do the ritual on Table Mountain? I was told that anywhere on the mountain, (provided it is a power spot), would have the same effect. The energy would flow through the mountains and up the continent. Just like using a tuning fork.
By 5.30am in the morning I knew where we needed to go. Now it was a case of letting, as many people know as I could.
I have to be absolutely honest. Making the decision from the One place inside of me, as many people as are guided to join is perfect. From the individual space within me it is always much easier to go ahead and do things on my own, or with only another couple of people. So I first contemplate that this might be my opportunity not to tell anyone anything. Very tempting. Than the responsible one sets in. I go through my diary and try to reach whoever I am guided to. Also many text messages start arriving. People asking me what are we going to do.
Ultimately it was a case of overcoming my natural reaction of not wanting a crowd and then trusting that whomever I was meant to reach I had.
Trust, Faith, Responsibility!!!!! Not much to ask of myself. Just another day in my life. HA, HA, Ha. Not too sure, but I often feel like the joke is on me. Not easy to have a conscience. At least that is how it feels every so often.
Eventually got to Lion’s Head, very bright and early. Could not sleep most of the night. People start to arrive. Surprisingly we ended up being 40 people all in all. Why surprising? There are always many mixed feelings within me.
A part of me does not want to have to take in consideration anyone around me. I don’t know if it is out of fear, of being distracted. Maybe it is as simple as I don’t want to feel responsible. Maybe it is fear of judgment. Maybe I realize too well at a very deep level how delicate the balance of energies is, between positive powerful intent and negative intent, albeit unconscious. Maybe it is as simple as I don’t want to have to bother with anyone else. Maybe I am tired of stretching myself.
Another part knows that whatever I am doing is all to do with the many. That part knows that it is my absolute soul resolution to stretch. It knows it is about overcoming fear, my own personal one and in whatever way, to influence the mass consciousness one. That part (that trusts inequevically), knows that only those who are meant to join will and that those, will benefit if they arrive there through their souls impulse.
There is always this internal debate between the knowledge that in the long run all is perfect, but in the short term every choice makes a difference. Does that sound confusing?
Yep, I know, me too. Especially if I go into my head instead of my heart.
But let us move on to the ritual.
At some point in time, and this is also quite familiar when I do Earth work, there is an energy that starts building up inside of me. I feel a little like a toy that as been wound up and it can’t be still. I put my backpack over my shoulder and I started climbing. Not too far at all, maybe about 200 meters and there was the clearing that I had been shown. I was impulsed to walk around in a circle 3 times until I chose the place where I set my altar up. I have been shown to bring certain crystals. My Star of David. An object representing each one of the elements and to set them up with my mesa, in which there are other objects of spiritual significance to me.
While everyone was slowly forming a circle around the altar I was walking on the outside of everyone. I become aware that I was first transforming some of the energies of a negative nature.
(Please take note that I don’t mean bad energies. The significance of negative energies is no longer appropriate within that space and context of what was intended with the ritual. Much care is always taken to send those energies home to where they belong, whether it is another dimension or maybe they are transformed into the next chapter of their own evolution. Their agreement is requested and respected. The ritual is always for the Highest Good of All.)
For some reason I was not to involve everyone else in this part of the ritual.
I am always in awe of how we are so much more in tune with each other than we realize. As I completed that part of my ritual, I approached the center of the circle and started………..