On my way to Earth Work.
Mixed emotions. Head stuff. Make an effort to dip back into my heart. There, it is silent and nothing is out of place.
The communication with Mother Earth becomes clear. I love her and she loves me. It is that simple. In this space I can hear clearly. Waves of energy wash through me. There is an absolute knowing of who I am and what I am here for.
The simple answer.
I am here to honor the commitment of many eons ago. To be ready when the call to action comes. To be ready even though, I don’t have all the answers. Even though all is not clear to me. My ability to do that, already is the journey.
The journey, is to support the Earth in her own calling to reunite with All she is. For the Earth to be able to accomplish her own commitments to herself and to All That Is. Her commitment to evolution. To be the Mother to the Human Kingdom. To the many Kingdoms that live within her.
I am once more reminded of the bigger picture. I am reminded to raise my sights to my Sights. I am reminded, of that which I have committed to, so very long ago. That I would answer whenever she called. That I would answer without hesitation. With humility and lovingly. I was once more reminded, that my commitment includes the commitment to Human Kind. That it is not possible for me to respond to her, without responding to all Humanity.
I feel overwhelmed. It feels so big. My mortal body feels at times so ill equipped to hold itself centered. I so want to go Home. To truly reunite with my Other that it is Me/Us. My soul hungers for that reunion. That need is so powerful that it reverberates in every cell of my physical body, as well as every inch of my Soul. My heart so many times feels like it is breaking. I often feel too small to be able to do justice to my commitment, to Her and to myself. Like I am going to be too small and too weak and too human. My shoulders don’t feel wide enough and strong enough, to carry the responsibility of it all. And I know there is no escaping. I love her so much. And she loves me so much.
And in those moments I reach deep inside. And know. Know that there is no alternative. That she is waiting. And “I/We” am waiting. That all the grief and all the sadness are part of the journey. That all the Love and the Joy are also part of the journey.
My gift to humankind, is to be doing it in spite of being, oh…… so human.
