Dora

The hurt that lives in the pit of my stomach
It is real
And it does not exist
It is in the past
And It is always present
It is dead
But it lives on
It is me
And it is so, not me!

It leaves me exhausted, uncertain and at times desperate.
It also feeds my absolute certainty, that I am not only that!
That there is more
That I can survive it!
That the rest of me is so alive!
That if I keep on looking,
I will find it.

So the determination rises.
And as I move with that determination,
There is but one conclusion,
More of Me!

Dora 25082016

Quit!
Let’s Quit trying to be someone else,
Something else
In another place
Under different circumstances!
We really resist being just who we are.
Comparison and judgement!
On and on and on!
But that is all we can ever be!
Completely useless to try not to be you!
This is something we will never manage to do.
Because it is impossible not to be you!
The truth is, you take away from you.
Every time you try to be someone else
Something else
In another place
Under different circumstances!
We can shift and transform.
And tomorrow you will be a better you!
But still you!
Every time, everyday and everywhere!
So Be You!
By Dora 10032016